Being patient is hard. Tolerating things that annoys me everyday is a tough feat yet I still do it.
Why? Beats me.
I'm not exactly and outspoken guy but I was at least more frank about confronting people when their habits are turning into my peeves. But I'm not anymore.
Thing is, I'm not exactly a patient guy either. So most of the time I'm torn between giving someone a piece of my mind or just keeping quiet and brush it off.
Is it the insecurity and fear of losing someone that's causing this? Maybe.
Or the fact that I might hurt someone? Definitely.
That I'm afraid nothing would change and I'll just end up disappointed? That too.
Oh well, happiness is not hard to fake anyway.